Just thought I’d give a quick update from last night’s post in case you were wondering…

Well, I took the first pill this morning about an hour ago (9am).  So far, so good.  I just feel very, very tired but not exactly dizzy or anything like that.  It could be because I didn’t get enough sleep but who knows because I haven’t really gotten out of bed yet and walked around since I took it to see how I feel up and about. 

I will admit that I’m a little paranoid to have any symptoms from it but we’ll see (that’s just me…I worry alot about anything to do with not feeling well, obviously).  And I pray I don’t bring my own symptoms on with my own paranoia.  If anyone knows for sure that things are mind over matter – it’s me.  I’ve lived mind over matter for so long…. Because of this factor I am working from home today.  I decided that it was best to do so and because it’s okay with my job I needed to do take advantage of it.

It’s better for me to be safe rather than sorry when it comes to my health.  If I went to work today after taking this and didn’t feel good I know what could happen and I didn’t want an entire scene…because if that happened I may not take the pill the next day.  And to get anywhere with this kind of medication you need to tough it out the 3-4 weeks it takes to work in your system in order to get anywhere.  The last time I tried (10 years ago) I only made it 3 days, felt sick from the Zoloft, and then stop completely and decided that I wasn’t taking medicine until today (10 years later!).