Not My Type

I’m trying to rediscover what my “type” is.  I find myself looking around lately at guys trying to figure out of they are “my type” (now of course that is based all on looks) but we’ll get to the other likes and dislikes later.

You have to admit that 99% of the time an attraction is based on the physical appearance first and then comes the personality, beliefs, likes and dislikes, things in common or not in common.  This is why I’ve been looking around lately to see which guy sparks my interest and which guys do not so that I know.   I’m not sure why I need to know this but I guess is someone asks I can tell them. LOL!

Of course lately it’s all the wrong guys showing interest in me…no one I’d want to date!  It’s nice to know that someone has interest but if it’s all the wrong guys that stinks as well.  It leaves me wondering if guys I’d be interested in…wouldn’t be interested in me?  Well, we shall see as time goes on.

I had a nice night last night going out SingleChildhoodFriend for her brothers birthday w/ all of his friends.  It was completely enjoyable and I didn’t think about anything else besides the fun I was having all night (which is a plus).

I was a little anxious for 10-15 mins when we first got there but then I started to feel much better.  I know that I do it to myself, I just can’t help it.

Anyway, I’m out again tonight to visit some other friends so that is also a plus!  Two fun nights out in a row – yipee!  If I can find somewhere to be tomorrow I’ll go somewhere then as well!  Anything to be busy and out of the house and keep my mind occupied!