Tears stream down.
Tears of pain.
Cursed.
Black cloud.

Need peace but feel pain.
Happiness please stay.  Pain must go.
Emptiness is draining.
Pain intolerable.

Panic strikes.
No control.
Fear and anxiety…clouded mind.
Run away…
So scared.
Who will catch me when I fall?

ALONE.  COMPLETELY.
Just me to care for me.
FEAR.

No energy.
Tasks incomplete.
Don’t care.

Emotions rule.
Judgment fails.
Decisions second guessed.
Think it through.
Don’t react.
What’s right?

Where is the light?
Only darkness.
Black cloud looms.

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Catch Me When I Fall – Ashlee Simpson

Is anybody out there?
Does anybody see?
That when the lights are off something’s killing me.
I know it seems like people care,
Cause they’re always around me.
But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who’s there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who’s gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
And it’s empty everywhere
It’s so hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I’ve got nowhere to go nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who’s there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who’s gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you’ve been on
That you’re coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
sometimes loneliness
is just apart of me

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who’s there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who’s gonna catch me when I fall
Who’s gonna catch me when I fall
Who’s gonna catch me when I fall
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who’s gonna catch me when I fall